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cymry ([personal profile] cymry) wrote2002-08-17 02:26 pm

Saphir...

...was very, very difficult. i haven't felt that attacked in a long time, and i didn't like it. i'm not scared, or intimidated. i'm furious. i finally had a nite out, with my friends, to enjoy myself, and i spend three quarters of it defending myself. i gotta give points, though: one of the three (i think it was three?) beating at me had a pretty sharp stick. one felt like a flail. and the third was just ROTTEN... *shudder*

well, enuf not making sense. those who were there will understand. *tentative smile, which collapses as i punch the wall* gah.

*****WARNING******
i am not going to be pleasant to be around for several days. i am in a tell-the-blatant-truth-mode, no cushions or other forms of insulation included. i'm not up to being completely cruel yet, but i feel it's not far off. the only person who MAY escape this is SG, cause he's been really sweet recently...

Don't worry about the Dawg

[identity profile] thugfish.livejournal.com 2002-08-17 11:50 am (UTC)(link)
There's no pressure. I know that something else came up. But this isn't just him not hanging out with me. It was like, I dunno, I was reaching out or something, and I was totally dismissed. Dawg's are loyal. Psychotic disorders are not. Though they do stick around.
I'm not really that pissed off, in the end. I'm just looking for some mindless frustration to bubble at. Life is pointless without a little drama. And with the whole Masona-Jar/Dawg-Bitch thing going, it's like the only event worth pissing about. It's insignificant enough to make a deal of.
I may just join you for XXX tonight. I'm closer to paying off my debt than I thought. But here's a kinky question: Can Laughlyn tag along? (He spoke highly of you the last time he saw you. 'There's a wall there.') Give you details later.

Question.

[identity profile] thugfish.livejournal.com 2002-08-19 03:36 pm (UTC)(link)
What came after you?

Re: Question.

[identity profile] cymry.livejournal.com 2002-08-19 04:13 pm (UTC)(link)
people. three separate people. didn't sense any other energies - just mine against theirs. why?
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Re:

[identity profile] cymry.livejournal.com 2002-08-20 05:52 pm (UTC)(link)
relatively young, yes. cosmically speaking, anyway. why?