never the same girl twice

so i believe a fierce round of *hugs* are in order. not regular ones either: the big, squishy, comforting hugs that make everything better, if only for a moment or two. death and disease...

haven't been myself for about 24 hours. or, more precisely, i'm someone i haven't been in a while. *fights to put the demon back in the box*

~**~

Pretty ~ kidneythieves
i'm pretty, what do i deserve?
i feel pretty, til i walk out the door
i wonder when pretty is gonna bleed
my monster has all the time he needs

(Chorus)
so i came home to feel ugly again
feels better alone
pretty ugly again
if you come back around i may not let you in
cause i don't understand what this pretty is

you're so pretty, could i get the nerve
you said "i love you, pretty"
what do i deserve?
i wonder is pretty going to waste
my monster has all the time in the day

chorus

i wonder what pretty has to say
i want to feel pretty everyday
and i wonder what it's like to be pretty